JUST A JOG

                                 He came jogging as if emerging through the invisible ...seemed as if he tore the screen of fog. A closer look and sharp observation revealed that he was clad in dark blue-almost black track and a white T. His watch was zapped on his right hand, a circular dial and he had a white wrist band on his left. His T was drenched in sweat, clear indication that he was running fast since long. The sweat on his forehead was dripping so rapidly that it seemed to be a tracker line of his jog path. Finally he came to halt. He bent down...Gasping for breath on the lonely road. Not always is the city so quite...but, it was 5.39 am in his watch. How much more noise could expect. He looked left and right. A speeding car just passed and there was only there newspaper guy on his cycle on the road. He took out his bottle of energy drink, sipping slowly he turned east and stared. His gasping reduced and he then began walking slowly in the same direction. Long legs, he made a steady walk on the sand. As he stared the wide blue chasm of dark blue colour blend with black colour at the horizon. He took a deep breath. The cold winter breeze blowing against him. Sometimes slowly against his face...and at time gaining force so fierce that he began to walk unsteadily...as always nature’s unpredictability... He then settled down on the sand with his legs crossed and put his hands on behind him almost making his elbows and wrist bear the burden of his body. He looked at his watch the time shown by the two hands of his watch seemed to be form a straight line, precisely 6 am. He closed his eyes, he then slowly opened them and there behold the beauty of nature...the crack of dawn was in front of his eyes... Colour change of the sky from black to red...and there arose the sun as if a bird freed from the clutches of the Bay of Bengal. The water of the sea turned from deep blue to red, orange and golden yellow it spread like a streak till the sand. It seemed like it was a path laid by nature in front of perfectly straight. He slowly stood up, removed his shoes stood at the same place exactly were he stood daily...day after day for the past 6 years...perfect for the waves to tickle his toes and shy away. Suddenly there fell a droplet of tear on his foot...not from the clouds but it was the drizzle from his eyes... he cried and cried...until he gasped for breathe. After all his eyes ran out of water he stopped gasping slowly. His eyes were swollen, his fair cheeks and nose turned red. He stood there still giving a grave look at the horizon and watched the sun ascend slowly. He traced his path back to where he left his shoes, sat down and wore them. As he stood up, he was trying to set his hair ...spikes but his effort was going vain as the wind disturbed it time and again. And then he walked back leaving his footprints... just beside his trail of footprints of his walking towards the beach. Without turning around, he began jogging almost running back in the same path that he arrived. Within the wink of the eye he became invisible not in the world of fog but at the end of the road.

Big deal???

                                                                      One of the saddest emotions is due the fact that we do not know exactly....what we are doing and what is going around us. Because anything around us will not make any sense as long as we do not figure out what is hurting our senses. Nothing seems to make sense, everything seems to go wrong, every smile seems mystery...Every tear seems lie...And every second that passes seems walking into the jaws of pain. Everyone has to go through this bizarre time and trust me...it is not easy to overcome it...Why does this situation arise??? Great question but I do not have answer...as me how to overcome...that even I do not know...I would say leave it. Wait for time to wipe of the marks of misery. So what is the big deal? Waiting for the right time to come and wipe of the bad memories. To put things into the past is said to be easy rather than done...but to have the guts to look at the same past and not hurt oneself again is what the deal is about.

                                                                          One such time of not understanding anything and going haywire is when people take us for granted. I mean to say it....it hurts like hell...and to bear that all alone is no child’s play...Guess the worst part...when everyone we know shows the same attitude to us. To battle an army it is easy, there is more manpower; more strategy and more tactical analysis...to battle ignorance...do not ask me....I cannot give an answer. I assume time teaches us how to overcome it. Or may be incidents teach...But the learning does not come easy. Not a cakewalk can define the pain of being taken for granted it is like we are hurt and everyone around us seems to look at the wound with so much care that they end up hurting the wound time and again...and again..Till our tears dry or our hurt becomes senseless...Funny truth of this glorious life.

Expect???

EXPECT the UNEXPECTED....ERrrr... A disclaimer..The first line has nothing to do with my model exams.... Long time since I wrote something... decided to get back to my...I do not know.. if writing is my passion or.. hobby.. or just a pass time...but then in a way it teaches me a lot.. no no I do not mean typing fast..I meant every time I get down to pen my thoughts.... I rediscover ..rather.... 
I find an inner calm that I lost..

It's not easy to be yourself all the time... off late I am coming across people who handle... so much and so many things at a time yet put a smile on their face and show the world the everything is just perfect..It amazes me to such an extent that I envy their courage to bluff to the whole world.

How easily do we whine about small things that don't go our way...we forget the fact that once a lot of things happened just the way we wanted them to happen.. I mean they would have been much better than what we wanted them to be..One thing am learning..rather my sem 3 has taught me is learn not to expect anything at all even from the most dearest person in your world.. My school mate used to tell this one liner to me...I guess its' from some movie..I really have no clue.. the line goes like this...

“YOU CAN NEVER EVER COME TO A CONCLUSION ABOUT AN INDIVIDUAL..DESPITE KNOWING THEM FOR YEARS..BLOODY TRUE!!!”

It seriously amazes to read this line.. because after meeting a person and knowing them to some extent a sort of trust, understanding and expectation develops...Am not against these.. but then it is disastrous because after a point of time...if even a little thing goes out of way it hurts very very hard.....

That pain is all because we tend to expect....In the last few months I have realised that what my parents said is something I need to follow..

LIVE HAPPY...LIVE EACH MOMENT TO THE FULLEST

.....For me being too emotional it is hard to apply this but then...I know it makes a whole lot of difference if I for that matter anyone follows this.

So I set the ring tone for my parents...as my favourite song... the lines are:

A tale that happened long ago, An unrealised dream,

forget these thoughts they are a waste of time,

There is only one life, travel in this journey.

Think that this is the only moment you have,

LIVE IT LIKE A LIGHTENING.....

If u cross all the limits and Bounds...

LIFE WILL ALL BE FESTIVITIES!!!!

These lines have nothing related to the blog..just felt like sharing it... I came to hear these lines.. it said if there is a choice between what your mind says and what your heart says..listen to heart.. because mind decides depending on what your eyes show it.. and there is every chance that your eyes see something and interpret it the wrong way..

But your heat will never mislead you..

Variety is the spice of LIFE

People, specially we Indians tend to be cynical!!!I am sorry for that statement...It was my gut feel.Generally we do not easily accept change.Be it change of address or change of players in our beloved Cricket squad.. We go hyper....I know change is not easily accepted be it by self or by the society we live in.Though we want to fight this attitude of people it is hard because there is one famous movie dialogue which says "TRY TO CHANGE THE SYSTEM AND THE SYSTEM CHANGES YOU!!!!".How true!!!Even i now i find it hard to accept change.. especially the change in people's attitude.I have always believed that whatever changes people do not change only the circumstance around them tend to change.But when we find that people close to you are not normal we usually do not think so much immediately as to the change in their situation.It is easy to say but it is hard to put yourself in some one else's shoes and think. By this i do not mean that such sudden changes in people is great but we must learn to accept change.Time always teaches us to accept things the fact is how much time do we need.In this Fast PACED life, accepting change with less time is the need of the hour... MOST IMPORTANTLY that should not come at the cost of losing our emotion!!!! 

JOURNEY OF OUR LIFE

LIFE always shows us great things. Learning is an unending journey that happens throughout our life. Thing is how much we are willing to learn from what life teaches us. 

 WE know that appearances are deceptive yet the first impressions that we get about a person tend to stay in our mind longer than ever.

WHY do we end up making the same mistakes? We believe what others say more easily rather than making an effort to know the truth.

EVERYONE has their own reasons to behave the way they do. Everyone is tried and tested by circumstances and by time. How people cope up with that the after math is dependent on the person. Before we make any conclusion about a person it vital to make sure that we take the right decision about the persons.

PEOPLE and relations once mistaken are tough to set right. It is vital that the entire essential are thought twice before taken. At the end of the day we don’t want to regret making a mistake by misjudging a person or by going by what others say. After all every relation is special and even special is the person with whom we share that special relation. Special people gift us great memories. And memories are something that everyone holds close to their heart because whatever changes in our life the things that do not change are those extraordinarily special memories. Life is after all a journey that is all about making good memories better and changing them into the best. So live larger than life and make sure that your presence in others life is a special memory for them to cherish throughout their journey of life.

                                                     

LIFE

Life is the most simple thing,

Love your life, live your life.

Getting a life is so easily said,

It is easier said than done.

Life is easy only when it is made special

Not for us, but for others.

Living for oneself is just monotonous,

Making some one’s life is stupendous.

Life is not about making trivial issues big,

It is about making people feel big.

Our life is about making up other’s life,

Not living a life of luxury celebrating the joy of one’s own success...

Life is partying and being a part of every dear’s success.

Life is complicated the day it becomes me,

In fact, Life is always simple, when it is US!

Friends

Trust is the most powerful weapon,

Betrayal is it’s darker side.

Both strong enough to shatter a person .

Betrayal never dares to sneak near,

Oh dear, I‘ll lose the war against trust is it’s fear.

Trust does not come easily,

But when it does it’s hard to lose.

People who teach us to trust them,

Never fade from the thoughts...

Though Miles far, some remain the closest to heart.

Ordinary like everyone else,

But add extraordinary meaning to our life.

They effortlessly make our life.

Add to life their colour, charm and magic,

Some relations in life stay life long,

But only some special become your life.

Every tear is noticed before it rolls down,

Every frown is easily changed to a little smile ,

Every talk gives courage.

Every argument strengthens TRUST.

A friend can brighten life as the rising sun does,

A friend can be as soothing as the moon on dark night.

Sun or moon, day or night, they stay where they are.

So do our friends....

Stay in our life forever come what may..

One of god’s best creation and man’s prized possession

My friend is my PRIDE and the world’s ENVY!!!

HOPE

He looked at the sky,

Then heaved a sigh.

Oh! What a relief!

The dark clouds will reduce my grief.

He looked at the land,

It was barren and bare.

Yet there was a smile and

The reason, rain will wash off his cares.

Suddenly his thoughts flattered,

The dry leaves around began to flutter.

He felt the breeze slowly but unsteadily becoming strong,

He felt, “This, is not right something is terribly wrong”.

The shadow above seemed to fade,

Horrors of sorrow again started to wade.

The sky was clear and bright,

The Sun was up and high.

There was a little drop,

Moisture that he missed for so long.

Tears which he could not stop,

All he desired to know was, “what went wrong”.

After the sun set,

When he lost hope of his land getting wet,

He started his journey back home, carrying his sorrow,

But he walked on with a HOPE of a RAINY TOMORROW.